Irrational

I've done many things without thinking them through. I moved out of my home because my mom and I got into a big fight, I quit a job and didn't have any plans afterwards and even quit college because of my parents. Everything I did was life changing for me and caused issues for me as well. I did a lot of stupid things and most were from being #irrational. I'm so glad I'm older and can keep myself from being childish, but I still remember how it made me feel.

I'm angry and your not listening

My eyes are red and glistening

From the tears of anger swelling

No word you say is compelling

I've already started contemplating

How to get rid of your complaining

I feel myself again refraining

My feeling inside I'm detaining

And need to get out and inhale

But you see I am in hell

No longer can I still dwell

Because I've broken from you spell

And now the truth I must go tell

And now my pride it does swell

So I must leave before I yell

I'm angry and frustrated if you can't tell

I'm leaving and nothing you can say

Will change my mind to want to stay

It isn't a matter if I can pay

To get out this is the only way

I'll see you in another day

To get my stuff if that's okay

And if it isn't it matters not

Because it's happening either way

And now I'll be on my way

And case I change my mind today

I'm irrational and may regret

And one day you just might forget

And hope that you'll forgive.

For see I fight for fighting sake

And hear your heart I hope not to break

My mind is muttled and can't think

Have you ever done something irrational? How did it effect you?

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